

I wasnapos;t really planning on posting and whining, but Iapos;m at the school library between classes and I did all the work Iapos;m willing to do today. Tomorrow is another day after all.
So whatapos;s been going on. Letapos;s see, I am safe from the fires. I live right in the middle of the bowl that is the valley so I was relatively safe from the fires. But it it still kinda funky seeing smoke floating by and having the whole valley smelling like (I swear this is what a kid at the place I work at mentioned) Mexico. I had to think about that one for a second a nod my head yes. It did in fact smell like parts of Mexico Iapos;ve been to. I had to explain that to my GF, I told her smells ofter become associated with memories and that was one for me. To which she asked why would Mexico smell like smoke. I respond, how else are they supposed to heat anything in the rural areas?
On the bad side of the news spectrum. My GFapos;s aunt who is more like a mother figure to her has been in the hospital for the past month and a half and itapos;s not good. She went in for some infection thing on her foot, and the whole thing came down on her. They diagnosed leukemia, then cancer of parts. A week ago her organs completely failed. At this point any text I get, I feel I have to check to see if I need to drive my GF to her family cause sheapos;s passed. Itapos;s actually quite nerve wracking. Needless to say, because of this my home life is a bit strained. I feel Iapos;m walking on eggshells around her because I donapos;t want to set her off one way or another. I hate seeing her cry, but at the same time thereapos;s nothing I can really do, but offer a shoulder to cry on. And she has been doing quite a bit of that. This has also influenced my classwork. I had on online class that was going to be done this past Tuesday, but because of the fires they extended the deadline to next weekend. I was on schedule to have it all done even with all of my procrastinating, then this fell and Iapos;m now conscripted to driving her down to lynwood cause sheapos;s in no condition to drive down there and back by herself. I donapos;t really blame her though. Of course now because of this, I had to ask the professor of the class for an extension, which I was really hesitant to do. I havenapos;t had to ask for extensions thus far, and up till now Iapos;ve been willing to accept my fuckups. This though, I grudgingly accepted as outside of my control and so I asked for the extension. Which turns out I wonapos;t really need if I can finish the bit of work I had to do by tuesday. Which means this weekend is made of work, and work, and maybe a stop in down the road for some meat and anime. Though considering I helped move the majority of my GFapos;s auntapos;s stuff out of the place she was living at out to storage last week, and there was still some stuff left, I think Iapos;m going to have to factor in a drive out to corona as well.
To further add to this month of suckitude my grandmother fell three weeks ago, which also added to my need to ask for the extension, as I was driving from one hospital to another and attempting to comfort some family or another. Sheapos;s fine now and they released her from the hospital last night I just found out. So at least that worry is off my shoulders now, though I canapos;t imagine what my mom is going through now that sheapos;s got her at home with no one to really help her with her. What made it worse was that I was the one mom called first to tell what happened, so it fell on me to find out all the information, and contact the rest of the immediate family as to what the situation was and what was going on. Now I canapos;t help but think that grandmaapos;s just going back to how she was and refusing to stay seated and insisting on doing some chore or another around the house. Which will add stress to my mom as sheapos;ll constantly be worrying about her.
In other news, I picked up an Xbox 360. Yeah, I went out and picked up the arcade, I figure I can pick up a HDD cheap off ebay later. I took advantage of a deal Fryapos;s did when the price on it dropped and picked up three cheap little games for it for $17, and I also already had Call of Duty 2 for it from when I worked on it, so I have something to play on it. Now I just have to get through the next week of midterms and test and then Iapos;ll be able to plop down in front of the tv and play for a while with no really big worries.
So thatapos;s where I stand for now. So far classes are ok, just a bit stressful when counting in the last monthapos;s happenings. Well see how the next couple of months pan out. Wish me luck for midterms and good luck for all of you going through them as well.
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