

Yesterday, i had let my emotions to overtake me.
spoiling my saturday.
thought about it and laugh at myself.
on the journey, i asked myself:
was it because the seller had canceled the meetup last minute?
was it because of what i was informed in the morning?
was it because i was too tired from work?
was it because i didnapos;t have enough sleep?
or was it just purely pms-ing?
HA HA... I laugh wickedly at myself.
when was the last time that i ever had this feeling.
not a great feeling but still something that was missed. :P
today, i went to the temple where my dadapos;s tablet was placed.
the caretaker told me about one of the recent deceased story.
my heart aches for him and his family.
a recent news clip would have the details.
a car accident killed 2 friends on a supper trip.
saw the young wife of the driver (who was there).
happiness was wiped away from her.
sorrow could only be seen.
felt sorry for her.
on the rainy trip back, i asked myself.
why had i not felt blessed all the time.
why had i been selfish to only consider my own feelings.
on comparison, i had been lucky.
my basic needs are met.
the people are care for me are around and vice versa.
there are so many people in the world who couldnapos;t even have this.
why shouldnapos;t i be happy with the present.
why do i grumble and complain over small stuff.
shouldnapos;t me be thinking of the brighter side of all causes?
was it because of the fast pace society that cause our tolerance level for others to be low?
why didnapos;t people take a step back and enjoy the slow pace for a moment.
things would be brighter and day would be happier.
i guessed its all because when you are in the rat race, the term "slow down" would be erased.
(to note: i am a no saint in the above but i do pause for a while in the morning to look at the morning rush.)
tomorrow, it would be just another busy day at work.
rushing to get some tasks completed.
handover, and take my leave with peace.
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